Saturday, July 3, 2010
Last blogged @ 7:50 PM

A lot of things are playing in my head right now. I'm so stressed out. I regretted for treating b the bad way. But after how he treated me just now, it gave me a second thought whether I should carry on this relationship or not. Well, I'm still thinking about it. I have not been taking my medicine since yesterday night. Let it be. Let me be sick. I don't bother anymore. B, I hope you are okay. Sorry for beating you up like one idiot just now. I didn't mean to. I hope all this shit is gonna be over. Be it with or without breaking up with you. Ya allah, tolonglah hambamu yang lemah ini ya allah );

Last blogged @ 10:54 AM

I want to break up with b. I can't it anymore. All this is too hurting for me. Every night without fail, tears will be rolling down my cheeks. I didn't know what is wrong with me. I can't stand it anymore. I want to be out from b's life. I hate him a lot. Sometimes, I just felt like killing myself and not see him again. I hate him! I hate him!

Thursday, July 1, 2010
Last blogged @ 11:15 PM

b said that she regretted to have me as her boyfriend..hais..didnt expect her to say such things..just because she fought with her fren and i missed call her to call me back as i just care to kn0w what happened..sigh..she was irritated by my missed call..its soo freaking sad that she admitted that she regret..idk wether she mean it or nt..called her just nw..try asking if she really mean it..and her reply was "yes"! Hais..dear god..help me by saving this relationship..i really do l0ve her! I swear upon myself! I LOVE U BIE! :'(

Labels: breakdown

Last blogged @ 12:00 AM

What does all of this mean? I regretted being with b. We quarreled and it's the worst thing ever. He even called me a sundal. I can't stand it. I don't mind if he wants to spout vulgar on me but not that bloody 6 words on me. How could u? I hate you b!