Friday, June 25, 2010
Last blogged @ 11:25 PM missed call mama's phone just to expect b's msg in return..about her whereabouts and all..just because of too worried as been kept thinking are they safe on their journey back home..scared if papa is sleepy or what during driving..bt i think mama was irritated by my missed call..maybe..i think b was also fed up..bt nvm la..hope they are safe...hais...i dun mean any harm or what..im just worried..dats all..four days without b by my side was a totally fuck up life! i miss her!
Labels: just because im worried.
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
Last blogged @ 12:01 AM just a short update...been soo lonely and im already missing b soo badly..hais..usually at this point of time,she had already called me and talk to me till morning..bt as for now,nothing is appearing on my phone..it doesnt even ring..hais..come back fast dear..im soooo missing u!! i miss your voice dear...hais
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
Last blogged @ 4:06 PM Its has already been 9 hours since bby left...hais...it was just soo sad that i cant even explain how i felt...met her yesterday...we cherish every seconds we had together..it was a sad meeting i guess...as for today,i woke up at 2 plus...b's msg reminded me of her...i went to my wallet and look at the thing she gave me before she left...really..it was just damn freaking sad...she went to KL for 4 days...bt that 4 days......argh...too long for me...a lot of things happened yesterday night...i was soo sad that i cried in my heart..looking at her...while she is facing something really bad(wont explain any further why)..bt i just put a fake smile on my face so she will not be worried...bt no matter how i smiled,she knows what i am feeling and thinking..hais...wifey..i miss you alot!!! I really do!!!come back fast ok bby?i will be waiting for your arrival..make sure u come back in one piece dear..imy and ilysm!! *hugs & kisses*
Labels: i miss you badly Last blogged @ 6:02 AM Morning.
Just a quick update. I will be going to KL and I won't be back till either on friday or saturday. To b, I'm gonna miss u a lot like bloody hell. Don't be naughty and do take good care of yourself. Oh and I will try to find a comp there to update our bloggie okay syg? I love you. Muah.
Sunday, June 20, 2010
Last blogged @ 1:24 AM Time check. It's 1:24 in the morning. I can't sleep. I miss b a lot. I want to meet b as soon as possible. I do not want to go KL cause I know b will be left all alone. I know b will miss me a lot and I too know that I'm gonna miss b a lot. God! I can't live without b by my side. Sigh.
So, nothing much really happened today only that I'm a little bit lethargic. Meeting b's mama isn't bad after all. She's friendly only that saya ada malu-malu. Hehe. B, let's meet your mum again. Teehee. Okay, b tadi mengamuk sebab of his friend. B, nevermind okay. One day, the same thing will also happen to him. Oooopppsss. I bukannya doa kan tapi kesian i tengok u. B, relax okay. I love you. So, sekarang saya sedang download lagu and tunggu b call. Hmm.. I'm so bored. Saya nak tidur tetapi mata saya tidak boleh tutup. Bleargh! B!!!!!!!! Where are you????
Friday, June 18, 2010
Last blogged @ 9:09 PM Muka saya macam minah rep ke? Kenapa eh kalau muka aku macam minah? Kau ada hal apa sama aku? I know that you're being one typical minah but don't you ever call me a minah cause if i'm one,i'll be your worse nightmare ever. So, think before you talk. Perempuan macam kau tak sajak nak panggil aku minah rep sebab kau budak budak taik di bawah blok. Aku tak favour eh adik adik YYO macam korang. At least aku tahu nak behave dari korang perengai macam perempuan sundals. Mulut jaga sebab kerana mulut badan binasa babe. Aku tak akan mengira kalau korang tak macam SIAL dengan aku. Nak fanatic dengan aku? Salah orang la eh. Silap hari bulan, muka engkau masuk dalam jamban.
And to Yana, it's you who deleted yourself from my contact list. I'm just doing you a favor by ignoring and neglecting you. Aren't you asking for it since you are the one who delete it. Abeh apa masalah kau sekarang? Kalau tak kerana kau, newborn tak berpecah sial sampai macam ni. Kalau tak kerana kau, kita semua dah boleh pergi jauh cuma kau aja yang tak nak. So, big deal untuk kita semua? Of course lah big deal sebab kita semua nak pergi jauh! Perangai kau tak perlu lah eh. To parents, asal eh kalau aku budak ITE? Asal eh kalau aku kena retake aku punya O Levels. Kau ada hal apa kalau aku jadi macam gini? Kau jangan nak pandang rendah ah sial dengan budak ITE? Seteruk budak ITE pun, kita semua boleh success dari masuk poly aku tak gurantee yang aku boleh success. Suka hati aku lah sial. Aku tahu yang kau orang tak happy dengan aku punya keputusan abeh? Big deal apa? At least aku dapat juga go somewhere dari sesetengah orang yang tak dapat pergi mana-mana. Fcuk lah dengan korang semua. Kita tengok siapa boleh success dan pergi jauh. Budak ITE atau budak poly? Happy?
Thursday, June 17, 2010
Last blogged @ 10:40 AM Morning.
God! What a bloody night I had. I can't sleep. Ugh! B, u and your threats. I'm not even afraid of you after knowing you for such a long time. Slap your face la b. Hahaha. I hate you. Hmph! So, nothing much really happened yesterday during my birthday only that I received tons and tons of text messages from friends and cousins. Oh, not to forget mama. She too did not went for her religious class just to celebrate my birthday and not to forget, she ordered pizza too. But hahahaha. Bila part nak order pizza, kecoh sangat. I was making a lot of noise and guess what yang memalukan mama jemput abg dlivery masuk when nak bayar bill. I was like chasing adik around the house and he was bloody shocked. Kekek sey tengok muka dia. B sayang, awak jangan cemburu okay? Hehehe. Waited for cousins to come and bila dorang sudah sampai, apa lagi. Kita makan. Hahaha. Bahasa Melayu baku pe Syahidah. Hahaha. Konek! Watched the television, watched some cd(s) and after that we're off to bed. As for today, I'm starting to have butterflies in my stomach. God, nervous babe nak jumpa mama mertua. Hehehe. I think my behaviour comes first. I really need to maintain. Oh my god! I need to be myself. God! I'm like so nervous right now. Nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous. Mama! Tolong! Well, all the best Syahidah. Bismillah! Okay, I want to go and siap siap now. More updates later. Toodles bebeh!
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
Last blogged @ 11:19 PM I HATE ALL OF HER EX's!!!!!! ONE MORE TIME U CONTACT SYAHIDAH,I SWEAR I WILL HUNT U DOWN!!TAKE MY WORDS!!!DAMN YOU!!!
And to shafiee,pls eh kau..tkmo jadi gay..bantal pelok pon jadi eh..dasyat2..b...jage adik sdare u tu..hahahahah..seram i...nadiah and nurin...for the both of u,i gt nothing else to say cos u both are super irritating!!!grrr!!!btw kn b...i rinnnnnnnnnndu adawiyah!!!heheheh...cute sgt la die...pemalu lak tu!!!geramnye!!!!untok adik kn....................sng ckp,i bole nangis lau jumpe die..he keeps bullying me!!!!GOSH!!!!how am i suppose to survive in your family love?answer me that bby.....hehehehhe...love all of u siblings!!!gonna miss all of u too!! p/s:my wifey is more cuter that u adawiyah..sorry yer..hahhahah Labels: threats and love..hahahah Last blogged @ 10:32 PM DARLING!!!!!
I MISS YOU!I MISS YOU!I MISS YOU!I MISS YOU! I MISS YOU!I MISS YOU!I MISS YOU!I MISS YOU! I MISS YOU!I MISS YOU!I MISS YOU!I MISS YOU! I MISS YOU!I MISS YOU!I MISS YOU!I MISS YOU! I MISS YOU!I MISS YOU!I MISS YOU!I MISS YOU! I MISS YOU!I MISS YOU!I MISS YOU!I MISS YOU! I LOVE YOU!I LOVE YOU!I LOVE YOU!I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU!I LOVE YOU!I LOVE YOU!I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU!I LOVE YOU!I LOVE YOU!I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU!I LOVE YOU!I LOVE YOU!I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU!I LOVE YOU!I LOVE YOU!I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU!I LOVE YOU!I LOVE YOU!I LOVE YOU! Last blogged @ 12:00 PM Firstly,i would like to wish bby HAPPY 18th Birthday..and b,no bike license for u..just dream about it okay?hehehehe...if im a driver,u must be a driver too..hahahahand now,as for her attitude,all that i can say is from worse to SUPerb...Thanks bby for this chance..i love u sooo much...aniway dun worry about tomorrow...ibu wont eat u up ok?heheheh...ok la..till here then as im still sleepy..b kept pestering me to update our blog..so this is the result bby..hehehe...love u darling..mwaaks..
Labels: ily.. Last blogged @ 11:55 AM Morning!
B promised that he will update our blog but then, tak ada pun b. I'm so gonna pinch u. Grr.. So, hari ini hari jadi saya! Hari jadi Nur Syahidah Binte Sohaed Shah. Hee. Saya mahu present okay? I simply can't wait to meet b and his parents tomorrow. I wonder what will his mama talk about. God, I'm already having butterflies in my stomach. Hahahaha. As for yesterday night, I did not really get to sleep well. It's because cousins are making a hell load of noise and the hamster kept playing and biting the cage. Hahahaha. That's one thing. The next thing was that I kept receiving text messages from friends, cousins and parents wishing me a very happy birthday. Hehehe. Best tau but very irritating! Hahahaha. I guess i'll be waiting for b to update our blog then. B!!!!! Cepat update! Bleagh!
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
Last blogged @ 9:31 PM Evening readers!
First and foremost, I would like to thank b for giving me another chance. And also letting me to prove to him that I can behave way much better than my previous attitude in our past relationship. Simply said 'I love you very much' and 'I promise that I will never ever leave you again.' Hugs and Kisses ;D |
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